we're not gonna take it ...

Ugh.

*sighs* I have reaaaally bad PMS right now. Like, so bad I fell asleep, woke up and it's still there. I don't like it, and I have another paper to do. I don't know whether I should sleep. Probably.

I don't understand why everything ends up being so hard. Is it my fault? I don't know. I don't want to admit it if it is.

This is so stream of consciousness. And vague. I apologize. But I need to vent I guess. :(

Why do I meet nice guys and then I can't seem to do anything about it. And then I do but nothing happens.

I need to get back on a better sleeping schedule. And I have a sinus headache. *sobs* And I can't seem to stop distracting myself from finishing this THREE PAGE paper. I feel so full of fail. *sadface*

I really like my new internship. It's the first one I've had and I get my own desk, computer, etc. I feel so privileged. And they listen to me. I like that too. Sometimes in general I feel like I listen to people better than they listen to me, and then I expect more from them. I really care about people and what they have to say, sometimes I think I take it personally when they just listen like averagely and not like me. I shouldn't though.

Alright. I'm sorry for the emoness or whatever, I'm going to bed now, haha.